When I came back from Florida I stopped on mass ave to get high before I went into treatment. I fell out and woke up hours later with my backpack gone and my pockets ran but (thank god) I was alive. Everyone around there has Narcan. They could have at least woke me up or called an ambulance after robbing me but instead they left me for dead behind a dumpster. I remember being happy that they didn’t find my dope because it was between my balls and my leg. That’s NOT gonna keep happening. I followed a trail of clothes from my backpack and shit from my wallet until I got to MGH where some kid tried to sell me back my ID (he ended up giving it to me after I accused him of running my pockets) I got lucky way too many times. They’re were many more, but that was the last time. I made it into treatment and have done really well since. My good friend who was to treatment with me after this with just died 3 days ago. Anyway, 9 months later the Beverly police called my mom last night because a backpack was found at the Hamilton train station (not that far from where I’m staying now but pretty fucking far from Boston) that contained prescription stomach medication with my name on it. This would have been absolutely devastating if my mom got a phone call that the cops found my pack back that unbeknownst to them was the one I was wearing when I died. Luckily that’s not what happened. It’s a good reminder for me to keep doing the shit I’m doing. #addiction#recovery#boston#massave#southend#opiod#benzo#northshore#AA#NA#fentanyl#heroin#drugs#warstories#DIY#punk#crust#grind#harcore#blackmetal#deathmetal#sludge#doommetal#tattoos#art#horror#comedy#stories
Pinga mais um pouquinho de sucesso na minha jornada !! Porque é como diz o ditado (água mole pedra dura, tanto bate até que fura)... E de tanto eu insistir nesse objetivo, eu sei que um dia eu chego lá, vou ganhar do destino que quer minha derrota e ser mais chato que os inimigos que querem me derrubar
NOVIDADE NA IMPÉRIO!
Venha saborear nosso mais novo sabor!
#PALMITO#COM#CREAM#CHEESE#COM#ALHO#PORÓ#NA#MASSA (massa de purê de mandioca)
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Segunda á sexta- feira das 11:00h ás 19:00h
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ریشه روانی اعتیاد:
فرار از خود ، ترس هنگامی که ندانیم چگونه خود را دوست بداریم.
اکنون در میابم که تا چه اندازه شگفت انگیزم. من برمیگزینم که خود را دوست بدارم و کامروا شوم.
یکی از ریشه های درونی و اصلی هر نوع اعتیاد فرار از خود ، نداشتن حس خوب نسبت به خود و زندگیست .
میشود گفت به طور تقریبی همه ی کسانی که اعتیاد دارند از کمبود عزت نفس رنج میبرند و برای داشتن لحظاتی احساس خوب کاذب به مواد مخدر یا الکل یا ... پناه میبرند و به اعتیاد دچار میشوند .
الکل ، قرصهای روانگردان ، مواد مخدر و حتی شکر برای ساعاتی احساس ما را خوب میکنند و هنگامی که اثر آن از بین رفت احساس بدتری در ما ایجاد میشود و ارتعاشمان به شدت پایین می آید و برای داشتن همان حس باید مقدار بیشتری از آن ماده مصرف کرد.
برای درمان اعتیاد ، اولین قدم خواستن با تمام وجود و اراده ی قوی و پیدا کردن حفره های درونی و برطرف کردن آنهاست.
پاکسازی کوانتومی هم کمک کننده خواهد بود.
باید همان احساس خوب را از چیز دیگری دریافت کنیم. ورزش، دعا، معنویت و شرکت در کلاسهای گروهی و کمک از کسانی که شرایطی مشابه داشتند و توکل به نیرویی عظیم و بی نهایت (خدای یکتا) بسیار کمک کننده خواهد بود .
اعتیاد جرم نیست، بیماری ست.
Being "In Love" when you find someone you trust that you become vulnerable, that erases the thought of betrayal. Your future becomes our future. Seeking another because obsolete. Heart is full of acceptance, and joy.
Being "Cheated on" when your (Soul Mate) decides they don't know you. Your heart becomes broken, your future is blank. You see your (Love) protecting the other lustful partner with protection. Cheater says I quote "Leave him/her alone. And no I won't tell you why I did it, it's none of your business"......
[Visual Image] Watching my so called "Love" walk away holding hands with the lustful partner, smiling gigling, and kissing. I ask myself "How can you protect that person you cheated on me with, when I've been your boyfriend/girlfriend for seversl years. It's like you dont even know me!!..." SILENCE.......Cheater response (Get over it)
Heartbroken through being cheated on is one HUGE EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER 😢
Anyone who can relate, I want you to cry it out. It's a terrible feeling. I've beeing Sexually Abused as a kid, Bullied, Manipulated, Overdosed, even hit Rock Bottom in my Addiction and Heartbreak was the worse. .
Looking back now I realize my faults, and I take extreme ownership, which allowed me to heal. Having a resentment only leads to suffering. I'm not saying its going to be easy, cause it wasn't. Just know its possible to heal. Writing out how I felt in detail about the situation, and writing how my wrong actions plant bad seeds let me see the blueprint of the issue. Making Amends when I dedicated my 1 Year Sobriety to them was a blessing in my bondage of pain.
Today I write this because I had a dream that reminded the pain of it, and this left me with Gratitude to know how far I have come. Thank you to all my followers who have ever showed support, and to those close to me. I never thought I would be alive today.
Vou desafiar algumas pessoas pra fazer o mesmo.
Queria marcar era todo mundo mesmo mas é muita gente 😂😂😂
Step 1 Day 22 Over the next twelve months we'll talk about the 12 steps.
Recovery is about relationships. I can't do it alone, having a supportive community is game-changing. Having a safe place to share openly is critical to recovery. There's a stigma that's attached to addiction, there are certain things people don't want to talk about. There's this wall when it comes to Mental Health. I was afraid of reaching out for the longest time as I was afraid of being a burden to people. I used to have this stigma that nobody could possibly understand. There's no one in the world that would understand what I'm going through, how I'm feeling, how low I felt. I would sit there and I would stay there. Nothing would change. I would keep doing things ""my way"". But my way never worked out. We all have our own experiences. What brings us to those groups or meetings is unique. What makes us stay is the support network. I have no problem reaching out for help. The moment that I need help, I have a support network out there and I hope that you count me in your support network. #outstandinglife#recovery#addiction#mindfullness#overcomingaddiction#addict#twelvesteps#aa#alcoholicsanonymous#sober#soberlife#soberaf#sobriety#sxe#straightedge#na#narcoticsanonymous